How Great Is Our God!

I made it to our easter cantata/drama at church yesterday and WOW.  So glad God allowed me to go.  It was awesome.  To see the story of my savior as he was persecuted, tried, condemned, hanged, placed in a tomb and THEN ROSE AGAIN!  wow!  I hope if you are reading this you believe this happened.  With every ounce of life in me I believe it and I know He loves me more each and every day and I love Him more each and everyday.  Even on the bad ones....I love Him.  I have to say that the song we sang for worship prior to the drama is still playing in my head ....so let me share (does that surprise you?)  I love music!!!!!  How Great is Our God.....sing with me ...How Great is Our God and all will see How Great, How Great Is our God.
Age to age He stands, and time is in His hands the beginning and the end, beginning and the end.  The Godhead 3 in one.  Father, Spirit, Son, THE LION AND THE LAMB, THE LION AND THE LAMB.  How Great is our God!  ......keep singing...Hope its in your head now and you can't get it out : )

I have 2 things to tell you today.  One is of a student that is rotating thru our department in the Cardiology department.  She bought one of the purple bracelets that are being sold that say "Praying for Tammy"  "Facing the Lion".  When she went home her daughter (5?) asked her what the bracelet was for and she told her.  I don't know if the next part happened that day or the next day but the student told me that she went outside and her daughter was swinging.  She could hearing her saying things so she asked what it was she was saying.  She told her mom that she was swinging as high as she could and when she got high she was praying for Mrs. Tammy because she was closer to God when she was high and He could hear her better.  Talk about tears in your eyes.  There you go.

The second thing is ....is I don't have a clue how far reaching this blog is.  A coworker today told me that her pastor is following it at his church and others are as well.  Can I just say that I do feel this is my calling for as long as I can.  He wants me to tell it, blog it, sing it, shout it, and I AM.  God is wonderful to me and despite the bad days, the feeling tired, I know He is near.  He's holding my hand and I am facing Him in this journey.  He will not leave my side.  Yes, my chemo brain may make be fuzzy sometimes but God is still in the fuzziness. 

Love you all and please know that alot of you are in my prayers.  God has sent some special angels in my life over the past couple of months and I am thankful for them.  I know He has me in the best hands possible for facing this condition.  While I still don't know the outcome.....God does and I trust Him.

I know some might want me to claim a healing and while I know it is quite possible for God to heal me and He very well may heal me.  I want His will to be done on Earth as it is in heaven.  Yes, I want healing but I know it is in my father's hands.  And yes, my markers are down and I PRAISE HIM for that.....to God Be The Glory Forever and EVER!  But please know I want God's will and either way.....I am healed on earth or in heaven.  Today, tomorrow or 10 years from now.  It's in His Hands. 

Place your cares in HIS hands.....I promise they are big enough to handle them.  In Isaiah this year, I learned that he poured all the water in the universe out of the palm of His hand.  Big Hand - Yes......Big enough for you and me and everyone else to be there - YES!!!!  I'll share HIM.....in fact I AM.

Love You Guys
Keep Praying and Keep Looking UP!

Tammy